C'est la vie!

Been busy courting life. I tell you, that's one jealous lover! Life, i mean.

Leaves me no time to myself - in particular, to ponder and wonder. So i am looking forward to my upcoming winter vacation, at least school will be closed. hmm. Need to catch up with my research and myself. I suppose mr. december will also give me a pause from being a student.

Well, for the time being.

Ce soir

Tonight is one of such nights when i think we are not gonna make it.

Feeling quite like mr. big the night before his wedding. Lonely, uncertain, perhaps scared of what's ahead.

Sit me down, look me in the eyes and tell me we'll be okay.

Lest i fold.