Rain is good for me

Ah...I woke up this morning with the sound of rain on the rooftop. I am happy cause it rarely rains here. And even though I had to drive down to another city (in pouring rain) for a lunch meeting...it was worth it. It's almost dark now, and it's still raining...and I love hearing the tapping sound...

I think my restless index is somewhat low today, I give it a 7 (out of 10). I wonder why, could be the rain. Last night I was miserable, and as usual ended up contemplating the meaning of my existence. At times I think I should graph it, just to see the nature of my mental curve.

I finally went grocery shopping today. My fridge was almost empty and I had to re-stock it. But more and more I realize how much I hate (in a derived sense) going to any kind of stores. The basic necessities are seeming overwelmingly banal to the point where I sincerely am questioning making my bed every morning. If I fill out one of those forms now, I could easily be diagnosed with depression. lol...ah, poor doctors have no clue, I'll say!

I am looking forward to being a student again. I wonder what it would be like.