Sunday, November 2, 2008

It's 5:30pm and dark already. Day-light saving end day is always confusing.

Sorry about my last post, i was acting out. Against a certain someone. Hmm.

Unfortunately no work or study was done as i received several calls from friends and relatives leading to several chats, national and international. Then sundays are often like that. Playing catch-up. On the bright side, i did take that solitary walk on the said quaint street. It was nice. I saw sun going down and trading its bright rays for the vanilla sky. Throngs of kids coming back from the park and chanting "vote no on prop 8" followed by some funny comments (ah, sweet innocence!) and the nudging of one another. A lone man sitting at a crossing with the exact sign, sans chanting. Cars passing by, some honking, some not.

Prop 8 is probably the proposition attracting most attention here in the golden state. My quaint yet expensive neighborhood is plastered with "No on Prop 8", and i am yet to see a "yes". I will be frank and admit that i was not quite sure how to vote on that one. It was a non-issue for me. Marriage makes no sense anyway, was my thought. But as a certain someone made me see, it's not for me to decide on their behalf. The choice should be theirs who want to get married. So i will be voting No come Tuesday.

Ok. I am sorry but i can't do this! I can't be all brave and indifferent. I tried for the last few days. Not working! So i will go ahead and say it. I love him, and i always will. Is that too bad? Maybe! I am sorry. Not in my hand. No man shall ever take his place, no one can ever come close. Not because of my bias toward him, but because of my bias toward what he stands for. He may be young in calendar years, but count that integrity, intellect, empathy and add on that intensity, and you will be hard-pressed to come up with a man like that. So those of you trying to make me forget him can shut up now!

There you have it mr. jones. Can you stop me from moving on, but with you?

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